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josh*e the scandalous boy
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| tuesdays |
[20 Oct 2009|07:06pm] |
so i did my follow up appointment with my doctor for my upper endoscopy. so they found chronic inflation in my stomach and also i have irritable bowel syndrome. i knew i had tummy issues, but i got some stuff to take and we will see how well that goes. yay finally my tummy issues will be fixed. i have to start taking more fiber stuff too.
it is just kinda funny as now i feel so grown up and needing to take an antacid. i think this is good though since im doing a 1 2 punch as also stress hits my tummy. yay for life coaching i have been doing to get me thinking the right way.
hmm im tired but still have to be here for another 35 mins. tonight i think i will just finish up the laundry and play some pet society. its halloween time there so i need to get a bunch of coins to buy all the cute stuff. i have been waiting all year and now i only have two weeks. oh and also aion is doing the same. i think next year i should just start celebrating halloween with taking more days off.
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| monday monday i kinda like you but dont tell anyone |
[19 Oct 2009|11:49am] |
i like working a regular mon to fri work week. i am glad i switched off of working saturdays, since now im always doing stuff on them. last one i went with mandy shopping for some new clothes. its either bdays, street fairs, or hanging out and i love all of it. yay for having more of a social life. :) take that depression loneliness!
so yes i did buy some clothes ack budget pangs! i got just a nice button up shirt, a casual light sweater/thermal, and a new jacket from h&m this weekend. my old jackets are all medium and large. my shoulders filled out and now im a xl in shirt size. which is kinda weird since i lost a bunch of tummy mass from my sickies i have had lately as now back to size 34 jeans. maybe it just migrated from my midsection, since i just weigh the same at 212 lbs. maybe im still growing which is crazy. so yes i bought stuff, but made sure it wasn't too much and just what i needed. yay budgeting for stuff you need and not just want.
so with my budget im trying some new ways of trying to clear my debt. i will have to budget a bunch away, but if it works i will have a good chunk of cash for just paying off stuff each month. i already have stuff so i don't need much more to fill up space. except for a warming carpet cleaner, but that is just for the cats n sanitary reasons and a toaster oven. im such a housewife that wants housewares for gifts.
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| the next day |
[14 Oct 2009|05:45pm] |
so yup im continuing my awesome streak by budgeting. now i have all the figures of what i need to spend on a monthly basis and what bills have to be paid first. easy enough have it all down on a list now of the totals for the month. now i just need to be aware of spending money and the balance of cash i can afford. lately i have been buy now pay later. so yes all my finances are getting in order. now just waiting for payday so i can start applying this.
also i ran through the house cleaned, dusted, vacuumed, and air freshened. im having people over to watch tv and eat taco's. i also got my nieces a dvd of spongebob to keep them entertained while we watch the show. yay for being a good uncle.
so yup beyond that just planning to go to a baby shower and dimsum for a friends bday. beyond that my life is just keeping me healthy and going to my life coaching appointments. maybe i should try to squeeze some gym in there too. i will get to it soon. im just liking the compliments of people noticing i lost weight. being sick i guess has its ups. it got be to focus on the right stuff again. well time to finish the call only 30 mins till i can go home and start making tacos.
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| back in control |
[13 Oct 2009|06:35pm] |
so yeah not looking at my finances for the past year wasn't the best idea. while yes i was having my emotional breakdown/growing up realizations was good cause i had to let some stuff go. well now i have a mountain to chip away at. i still think it was worth it. i buried myself in debt when i was 18 im sure i can climb out again. just need to put my mind to it.
well the first step is keeping a count of what i need to pay out and also what new crap i have to buy. lucky me this all happened when all my old crap that i bought when i was 18-20 has now fallen apart so i had to replace it. aww growing up its so much fun.
well i have been going a new psychologist. i have been seeing him once a week and i think i finally am fulfilling my need for guidance and understanding. i kinda had that mentor role kinda neglected when growing up. now i feel i back on track. plus he isn't just a listener and talks back and breaks it down. it is funny to see some of my thought processes now. i am just glad i found a good person cause i needed someone to participate and not just listen to me bitch which is boring and more depressing.
in other news my stomach is gone all crazy. had an upper endoscopy. so far they say gastritis. i have a follow up to see what is going on and do more tests. i have always had messed up tummy issues so im glad to get started on this.
so yes im back to normal state. plus im working on my emotional baseline. why be so affected and rejected when it really isn't anyones fault except for my silly brain. life is so easy and difficult. just glad i found my home and pieced together my own family out here.
back to regular schmoe status. watching tv, working, hanging out, and just being normal
ps no more sleeping pills on a regular basis. i love falling asleep naturally.
me loves some of this
Simian Mobile Disco - Hustler
Simian Mobile Disco-I Believe
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| kill the lights |
[19 Sep 2009|06:46pm] |
aww slept in today that was very nice. i have been taking care of myself lately. been getting morning sickness for the past two weeks. my guts feel so empty and i probably lost more weight. best diet ever just get super sick ha haha. went to see a dr and having an upper endoscopy in oct. i have had stomach issues for like ever so this should be good to find out if they see anything. it is kinda nice being sick since then i take super good care of me and make sure i eat super good.
so besides that work is going well. just dealing with new newness and trying to wrap my brain around a different companies records and ways of their routing. so confusing and i feel like im back on my first day. oh well after 6 years i guess i need new things to keep me interested.
well time to do chores and get something to eat.
britney spears - kill the lights
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| ketchup |
[01 Sep 2009|05:30pm] |
ouchiwowow! its been like forever. well just had a good vacation in utah for my hs reunion. it was way cool, since i got to catch up with a bunch of kids i knew from elementary school. even though it was 100 degrees outside i was able to change into shorts which was lovely. after a nice hamburger it was time to hang out with my sister and her lovely gf. am i the only one that misses school lunch?
the next day we went swimming. it was fun cause i was able to drop by shopko and get a new swimsuit that fits. its black with baby blue plaid stripes. so after swimming got the best philly cheesteak in utah with one of my sisters and niece. when we got home found the neighbors cat that was abandoned and all matted. the neighbor died a month ago. so sad to see a pretty cat go to crap in just a month. tried to clip the mats out, but clipped the poor dear. we took her around to a couple placed to fix her up, but all closed on sunday. most of utah shuts down on sunday silly religion. so we got back home to clean her up, but i set her down and the door was open so she ran out. so we spent the evening waiting for her to come down. ari's gf cheered us up by singing "the cat came back the very next day". after that when to my other sisters house to hang out and catch up.
so that night i went outside cause there was lightning storms in the mountains. i saw her in the bushes and was able to get her inside. it was like 1am at that time. she was all freaked and meowing constantly. moved from the kitchen to the living room. opened a window for her to smell the air and tried to start some laundry to create some noise to calm her and drown her meows out. well by like 4am had her patched up and cleaned up. moved her to the car to try to get some sleep with her, but no luck. sleeping in a kia with scared cat not the best idea even with sleeping pills. by like 5am i moved her to the old dude's empty downstairs appt as they had an open window. got a couple hours of shut eye. trying to find a place to take her was a bit difficult was able to get her in good hands. i hope she finds a wonderful family. im sure she will be cause she is pretty and the front paws are already clipped. she is a house cat and shouldn't be outside in the first place.
so the next day was able to get some navajo taco loving from scone cutter. just hung around for a bit until it was time to have dinner with my other oldest sister and her family. (ps yes i have 4 sisters) it was at my grandma and grandpa's house and my dad was there too. it was nice and i got a good jello desert recipe. i still have to try to make it. maybe tonight! so after the good times went back to my sisters place to hang out. it was her gf's bday so i got to meet a bunch of her friends. they are all way cool and also gave my approval for the gf. yay for that cause finding someone is hard to do. had a bit of wine and talked it up. my dad showed up at the party which was kinda weird cause it was a very homotastic party. he fell asleep on the couch during the party. he is always sleepy. maybe that is why i like to sleep more then 8 hours all the time.
so by the next day it was time to come back. it was nice to rent a car out in utah. i got a kia rio ha ha ha but it had an aux port so i could listen to my iphone itunes.
when i got back got some really bad news as one of my friends father passed away suddenly. it is devistating and i wish i could change the past already. so much to live for and all taken too soon. it was hard since that was the day i came back from vacation and i was crying at my desk. i was a wreck on the phone. doing better now, but just still sad about the whole thing.
also got a bonus from work. got some new clothes and a bbq. i love the bbq and glad i got that since i feel a part of me is back in action. well work is difficult again. learning a new system and also how to test these circuits. its like a different language. i like it always something to learn and always makes this job feel new. well my break is over. loves.
oh yes the previous saturday before i left i went to japan town with amy and kevin. it was such a blast to see all the cute lolita girls and see cool japanese bands. it was way hot and i burned only one foot and my forehead badly. good thing it turned into a tan now. well it was fun to hang around. i think we got there noonish and left like at 8-10ish. it was fun since we were able to get into the new mall 'new people'. we had to talk our way into the store since it was closing. i used the we are with the two girls that went in. it worked thank goodness. they have such cute stuff there i want to go back. got a cute bone portable ashtray. don't smoke ciggies, but i needed it. we looked around at all the other stuff. they closed the doors for the movie premire so people could enter. as we were still in the building we used the lil cafe place to get food and hang out to see if we could get into the event. by the time we gave up as they were taking passes. we went outside to take pictures. this nice guys was all come in come in. got to see 20th century boys 1. i so want to see the other two. so after a cool movie and free tshirt. we got out and there was a after party. it was fun and got to meet and hang out with a bunch of cool people. so much fun. after an awesome party it was time to go home. the next day was going to the japanese girl rockbands. it was fun to go out and see a cool show. i got a tshirt and both cd's for red bacteria vacuum. ahh good times to remember to give me smiles for later.
now im really done. loves.
bloc party - mercury
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[18 Jul 2009|11:33pm] |
only 30 more mins of my saturday. im home and just downloading a new game im going to try out/play this weekend. im going to have a busy week this week. im going to see la roux this wednesday and then out to dinner on thursday. plus i need to make sure i record so you think you can dance cause i need to watch the show. i have priorities now. ha ha hah :)
well time to eat and watch snl
siouxsie and the banshees - peek a boo
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[27 Jun 2009|06:09pm] |
oww my brain. i had fun last night. went out with my coworkers to a local pub and had some drinks. it was fun to see how everyone acts outside of work. it was fun and good times were had. however i did remember to be a gentleman and ask a lady before i grabbed her boobies. however my head is crazy hurty today. it is from my medz that say no alcohol at all. i learn nothing from nothing. well i think next time i go out there better be a soda jerk. like i need more bad stuff to put into this system. i rather be putting hamburgers in it anyways.
yup been an ok day for complaining about little things. kinda want to just snuggle up to someone and just rest my sleepy head.
got 45 mins on the clock and im golden for my weekend. which i think im going to go to sf for pride and then hit up kid robot and see if they have any junko toys on hand. BoA is going to preform. dunno anyone else that is going. maybe it will be an adventure of 1
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[26 Jun 2009|03:21pm] |
i got something for the weekend! going to a sports bar tonight. going to drink some beers and watch people smoke cigarettes
nadia oh - something 4 the weekend
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[20 Jun 2009|09:29pm] |
just for fun. cats wont let me type more
elva hsiao - biao bai (confession)
Tokyo Diva- too rich
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[20 Jun 2009|05:08pm] |
i wish i could have a cool outfit like this and sadly the body too. tee hee im more to love now.
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[19 Jun 2009|09:40pm] |
nadia oh is just singing her way into my heart. i bought the whole cd cause i need some zazz in my life. its just too catchy and good to not just fall for it.
dance party at home since the roomy isn't here :)
nadia oh - got you number
nadia oh - sex
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[19 Jun 2009|08:00pm] |
this lady is so hot she is on fire
bang bang lady
but then again i love boom boom too. i wish they both were my mothers.
now that's hot!
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| terry go! |
[19 Jun 2009|05:14pm] |
just another day that i am wishing death and destruction to who cross my path. im just waiting for things to make me manically laugh. right now just disappointed at everything. one side is you did a great job and the other is your in trouble. funny to be doing good and bad at the same time. mixed messages make me confused and upset.
well i am in love with so you think you can dance.
here is an awesome track i picked up off of it.
Terry Poison - 24 Hours - The Aston Shuffle A-Bomb Remix
and also this is hot like wow
nadia oh - hot like wow
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[16 Jun 2009|11:44pm] |
sleep kitties
just watched the movie 'girls will be girls' oh my goodness the funniest movie ever! here is a short i found. now just to put it on repeat while i sleep. i can't wait till i grow up to an old lady.
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| monday are a bizatch |
[15 Jun 2009|06:54pm] |
well not really. woke up early and went to work for a meeting. after that went and got a manipedi which was very relaxing. i love buffed nails! they are shiny, but in a discrete manner. after that was to the car wash. haven't cleaned my car in like 2 years. then off to wash my comforter. my stackable washer couldn't handle it so i went to a coin laundry. while washing there was a thrift store in the same parking lot. i thought why not rifle through the boxes to see what free treasures i could find.
well i got some dvd's like bring it on, the ringer, nacho libre, and toys. not too shabby and there there was this lovely picture which i couldn't just leave. say hello to beautiful!
also this song is cute and im loving the speed garage breakdowns.
Kid Cudi vs. Crookers - Day 'n' Night
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[13 Jun 2009|10:30pm] |
would like a nice, powerful, mind-altering substance. Preferably one that will make my unborn children grow gills... and maybe something with bbq sauce too?
life is a peach i guess. how do you measure that anyways?
wale ft lady gaga - chillin
and this gem too
lady gaga - paparazzi
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| bang bang bang |
[11 Jun 2009|08:27pm] |
me is difficult
rye rye ft m.i.a.- bang
rye rye ft m.i.a. - bang (nacey remix)
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