josh*e the scandalous boy

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 02:37:46 GMT

it is so much better knowing amy sedaris makes a cameo in this music video.

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 06:32:26 GMT

werkin for the weekend

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 03:33:36 GMT

ps i think ambien is gross so yeah

my jam!

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 04:02:20 GMT

missy elliott - best best

early bird

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:16:15 GMT

so now is part one of my master plan. woke up early to have a good morning and time to get up and go. plus ike was meowed to be walked to the sink. he is a gentleman. time for a shake and something... maybe lay in the sun with ike.

take it on

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 17:03:29 GMT

silly of me to think i would be able to slide back into life like it was usual. i have felt so overloaded by just simple tasks lately. now i know i have major construction that needs to be done.

have to remember to think smarter not harder

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 03:13:59 GMT

hellafuckenballstothewallawesome!

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 03:37:53 GMT

more music. more music all the time. i just can't stop listening, but it is so good! im fixin' to find a way to jack my ipod into my brain. this time turned up smashing pumpkins.

now some physical home fitness and dinner. then time for a movie and bedtime. i know my life is simple, but it is good.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 19:28:54 GMT

time is what i need. i took some extra time to sleep in. some extra time to clean up and parent the kitties. plus putting in some extra time at work never hurts.

photo of july

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 04:46:18 GMT

fav art distraction

nilescanyon

break my smile

fireworx

^spooky ghost one

family of july

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 03:36:37 GMT

went out last night
club to crowded and the line was long
crazy people at jack in the box
also left the city just dissapointed
the best part was just leaving the lame club
for like 15 mins to take a walk with my head phones
and look at the old church by the metreon and that jewish museum
Going out is not fun

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:12:37 GMT

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 17:49:50 GMT

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 18:24:30 GMT

tell me a story..
something you made to say you love me.

just waking up and took a nice long bath. i had to let my ears get a good soak too. last night watched a movie 'sympathy for lady vengeance'. that move was moving. it had a really brutal story line for what it was, but i loved it. it even made me cry a bunch of times and yes i do have sympath for lady vengeance now. :) another movie that was just fun and fancy free to watch was 'D.O.A.'. yes it is a video game movie, but isn't that the best part?

well time to start with the moving and the shaking.

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:09:06 GMT

new cat crapper house for my kitties was purchased. now my poor little felines must learn how to poo in a box that doesn't have corners. i feel bad they aren't picking it up so quickly. i think a extra serving of katnip should assist to help ease them into the change.

nothing much going on around here. just switching from super awesome highfunctioning hypermode back to reg and feeling the difference. i have been really into organizing my room right now. i have slowly moved from my bedspace area to my closet. i can't live with extra stuff right now. the trick is keeping onto the stuff that i will need for later.

well things are getting simpler and harder at the same time. at least it feels like im making progress. can't wait to go home and rest this weekend. no pride (sweaty hot full day death march) for me cause it is dim sum and kitties for me this weekend.

yeah yeah yeahs - goldlion *diplo remix*

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 21:27:34 GMT

physical therapy on next monday
having a day off with the kitties

just heard this song and it reminds me of how i got to the place im at right now.

got some new fancy stuff at the ht. drew is the best showing me stuff that i just have to have in my life. now i have fancy earings too. my right ear is a bit ouch since it wasn't as loose as i thought it would be. isn't that always the case.

happy sad

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 18:39:21 GMT

how i feel on the inside right now.

I'm so mad about you going out of my mind
Say you want me baby,
Baby could you send me a sign?
Cuz' every time we're together
You keep me guessing
Thinking about the mood in your eyes
Smile as I see you walking on the runway
Love you and it's no surprise

Happy Sad, honto ni okashi na adana ne!
Fukigen na 'pose' kidotteru

Happy Sad, it's a really funny name, isn't it!
Showing off a bad mood pose

And every time that I see you walking away
You know I don't know what to do
Just like living on a rollercoaster
My heart just belongs to you
My moody blues could stay or go away
Boy you just call my name
My heart can make brand new kind
Of sweet soul music
Don't care if I'm mad or glad
Make me feel so Happy Sad

Ooh, anata to futari nara itsudatte,
'Happy Sad, Happy Sad, ooh ooh'
ooh anata o aishitara itsudatte,
'Happy Sad, Happy Sad'
Naiteruno? Uso yo, waratteru
Tenki ame mitaina, sonna koibito,
Anata wa
Sonna yuutsu na kao shitetara mou nani
Mo Hanasenaku naru
Ana ni fuzaketeta kuse ni,
Fusagi konderu
Mayonaka no 'turntable'
Tada mawari tsuzukeru
Odoritaku nainara hitoride odoru,
Itsudate 'Happy Sad'

Ooh, as long as I am with you,
Anytime Happy Sad, Happy Sad, ooh ooh
Ooh, as long as I love you,
Anytime Happy Sad, Happy Sad
Are you crying? That's a lie, you're laughing
Sudden sun shower
Such a lover you are
If you have such a gloomy face,
Soon nothing can be discussed
It was such a frolic with you,
But now you are depressed
Midnight turntable,
Just turning around and around
If you don't wanna dance,
I'll dance alone, Happy Sad

serenity in confusion

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 05:12:51 GMT

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:48:32 GMT

i would like to throwup
but i doubt that would make me feel better.

goodbye anti-inflamitory sundilac. i gave you a weekend and everytime i take it i feel like my stomach is being pulled in a vice. for example here:

also fun times my spine is all funky so i need to fix that. C5-6 mild bony degenerative changes and also there is a mild left foraminal narrowing. plus there is straightening of the spine. i guess i messed it up.

well im falling apart again but this time physically not mentally. umm did someone curse me?

oh yes i got 4 pairs of shorts yesterday. i got size waist 36. it is nice to have baggy fall off you ass clothes again.

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 07:44:02 GMT

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 18:53:31 GMT

destroy everything

today my weakenesses feel like my greatest strengths. even though i feel still beaten up.

today going shopping for new clothes. i am a hefty hefty 188 lbs now and too big for the stuff that was too big for me when i bought it 5 years ago. shame!

happy papa day

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 00:48:28 GMT

yay im spending the day with fathers and also being a proud papa of my littlens'

went to costco and got have a rebirthing after climbing back out of the fuzzy bodypillow bin. it was suprisingly really comfy in there.

well time for relaxing and staying cool

fischerspooner - you're my disco

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 04:45:11 GMT

nuthing much going on here just had a week starting with getting a rash from the sun and heat exhaustion with a overnight headache that wouldn't quit, to having to change up my meds and take a antihistamine to counteract the rash and all that goes with it, with ending up me fudgin' my neck up that i have had problems with before and having to get xrays today. i fear my impending death if i stay at home any longer. good thing i can go back to work tomorrow.

shiny toy guns - starts with one

PS
whats up with the blood red moon tonight?

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 19:20:59 GMT

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 11:59:54 GMT

early morning

massive attack - teardrop

woke up on the couch to cops...

nothing is better then new kitty litter.